D'yer Wanna Be a Spaceman

Okay, these shots in the factory are pretty cool.

So much comfort food… my sister and her friends ordered dominos and they got me a little pizza, and now I’m eating Ben and Jerry’s sobbing and wondering why they didn’t make more of an effort with the cinematography in The Girl Who Kicked the Hornet’s Nest.

I went with Luke to Reading Station this morning. Two months is a very long time. After his train left I couldn’t make myself just go back home on my own, so I went to the Disney shop to hug some toys.

Then I found out the Reading HMV has a used section and I got 6 DVDs for £12 to cheer myself up and keep me busy till I start work. (Away We Go, Bridesmaids, Coco Before Channel, One Hour Photo, Ghost World and Paris, Je t’aime)

Then when I was on the train back to Newbury I started thinking that I’d like to call my children Noel, Amelie and Clementine.

I don’t really know what to do here without him.

It doesn’t feel like he’s gone, it’s like he’s just upstairs having a shower or something.

I’m sad.

Luke’s gone back to Guernsey for 2 months.